SRI RADHA--THE
DIVINE MYSTERY
By
Sri Radhashtami is a joyous occasion observed
throughout the country, especially in the North, bringing
to one's hallowed memory the advent of Radha, a name
familiar to every religious historian and devotee. But,
there is nothing in religious history which is so little
understood as the particular spiritual significance which
is the theme of the observance of this sacred day, the
eighth day in this bright half of the month of Bhadrapada
(August-September), the birthday of Radha. The word 'Radhakrishna'
is a reputed compound name, and devotees generally run
into mystical contemplation and even fly into ecstasies in
their moods in an attempt to understand the relationship
between Sri Krishna and Radha. But, as is the case with
almost everything in the world, this relationship which is
deeply spiritual and mystical, is hard for the human mind
to understand, because God, and everything that is
connected with God, cannot become an object of human
understanding. The human mind is not expected to
understand God, and to 'understand' Him would be a
blasphemy on the part of the human reason. As a straw
would try to carry fire on its body, the intellect of man
tries to apprehend the divine mysteries in creation.
Devotees of Sri Krishna relate a lot about Radha, the
Divine Mystery. I can call her only a Divine Mystery and
there is no other designation suitable. Even today, it is
a mystery, and it has remained ever a mystery, because
God's relation to the world, His relation to devotees, His
relation to human beings, His relation to anything, is a
Divine Mystery in itself.
But the specific significance that is attached to the
relationship between Sri Krishna and Radha is the supernal
love that operates in this mysterious relation between God
and the world. The world is ruled by love, which is the
quintessence of God. The basic stuff of God's Being may be
said to be Love, Joy, Delight, Bliss, Ananda. But man,
being what he is, can interpret this joy or delight, this
satisfaction or love, this affection or pull, only in
terms of his experiences. There are only men and women in
this human world, and we do not see a third thing.
Therefore, when men and women contemplate the mystery of
God, they cannot think in any other way, except in terms
of men and women. This is a travesty of religious mystery
and a demonstration of the human incapacity to equal the
requirement on the part of man by the Law of God. Read any
Purana or any Epic, still you will never be able to
understand the relation between Krishna and Radha. On the
one hand, it has been a theme for a divine upsurge and
ecstasy of devotion in the case of pure minds and
devotees, while, on the other hand, it has become a theme
for sarcastic interpretations of the mysterious relation
between the Supreme Male we call God, and the Supreme
Female we name Shakti.
Two extremes meet in the concept of God's Glory, and in
the mediocre approaches of devotees on the path of divine
love, these extremes are not felt. Most of us, may we say
all of us, are mediocre followers of the path of God. The
extreme steps are not intended for fragile minds, weak
bodies, impure emotions and tarnished intellects or
prejudiced reasons. The vehicle that can contain the
divine mystery has to have the capacity to bear the fire
which is God's Glory. Many times it is said that the
embrace of God is an embrace of fire, and no man has lived
as man after having seen and embraced God. These are some
of the statements we hear from the adepts on the path. The
Radhakrishna mystery is a secret, even as God Himself is a
secret. What can be a greater secret than God's Existence!
You cannot know where God is, or what God is doing, or why
God has created the world. You cannot say what His
relation is to us, or, our relation is to Him. You cannot
say anything about Him, and the less said the better. Thus
it is that when we read the Srimad Bhagavata Purana, the
Brahma-vaivarta Purana and certain other texts where such
extreme forms of divine relation are expounded, we retrace
our steps and turn back dumbfounded: "Yato vacho
nivartante aprapya manasa saha"--Speech and mind turn
back from that which they are not supposed to express or
understand or think. The reason behind this difficulty is
that we are, as human beings, not prepared to shed the
human way of thinking. We have a reservation always,
secretly maintained in our own minds, a secret which we
wish to hide even from God's eyes. There is a fear in the
human individual, a fear, on the one hand, of losing the
meaning that one attaches to the laws operating in human
society and, on the other hand, the fear of losing oneself
in what devotees call Love of God.
The term 'Love of God' may mean either love that a
devotee evinces in regard to God, or the love that God has
for a devotee. Either way, we can take this term, 'Love of
God'. There is no half-hearted and mediocre attitude in
respect of God. Either it is a whole-souled dedication or
it is a nothing. There is no partiteness or reserved
attitude towards God. It is a completion and a fulfilment
which requires on our side also a fulfilled and a complete
approach. But we are, as I told you, always men and we can
think only as men. We are women, and we can think only as
women. These prejudices do not leave us and they cannot
leave us. Apart from the idea of male and female, there
are other shackles by which we are bound to this earth,
all of which are, as it were, steel chains with which we
are bound to our own personalities and prejudices, which
have to melt into a liquefied form before God, the
all-encompassing, super-legalistic Existence,
super-relational Being. The very thought of it will melt
the human individual. This melting of the human
individuality is called Love of God.
Even in ordinary intense forms of worldly love, our
individuality tends towards a melting, though it does not
actually melt. We rarely experience intense love in our
lives. Often we are like broken glass pieces with no worth
or value in us. We are parading empty shells with no
substance in ourselves. This is human life today. But this
will not work before the realities of life. We can never
entertain true affection and true love in regard to
anything in this world, because we are mostly hypocrites.
We are never true to ourselves and, therefore, we can
never be true to others. This predicament is a tremendous
danger before man's future. And this illness has come upon
man right from the very beginning of his birth itself, and
attaches itself to him wherever he goes in every
incarnation. Perhaps this is the original sin that people
speak of in theological circles. Unless we shed this
completely and stand naked before the glory and fire of
God as pure Spirit and not as men and women, we cannot
understand, appreciate and feel what divine love is. This
is why we cannot understand the relationship between Radha
and Krishna, in the Radhakrishna compound. We go on
reading about it but understand nothing. The attempt on
the part of the soul to understand this mystery, is an
attempt to dissolve one's personality, and no one is ever
prepared for it. Such a sacrifice we cannot do. We have
always a reservation, as I mentioned to you, and we
approach God with a tremendous fear and a hidden purpose
behind our own personal existence. We are not supposed to
understand this mystery of Radha-Krishna. We are unfit.
Man today is unfit for this sacrifice.
The other aspect of this mystery is what is called the
Rasalila, very magnificently, gloriously and
touchingly described in the Rasa-Panchadhyayi of
the Srimad Bhagavata, odious to impure minds but glorious
to pure minds. Man himself is an odious existence. Nothing
can be worse than his own individuality. He carries this
impurity before God and refuses to understand superhuman
operations in this divine world, the Kingdom of God which
is this very earth. I do not know whether you are able to
make any sense out of what I am saying, because it is
difficult to express in language what is not supposed to
be expressed. My humble obeisance to the Almighty Lord
whose mystery is this creation. Our blessedness and
well-being consist in realising that we cannot understand
Him and in expecting His divine grace for our uplift.
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